after party glow

currently I am basking in the vibes that still ripple in the room after a good party. I had fun, hope everyone had fun. took a bit of work to make it happen but this was something I needed this christmas.

this year i've been alone a lot, which makes this christmas party a very welcome cup of water walking through the desert.
I keep on repeating the fact that I was alone for 6 months of this year because I really did feel alone. I asked ho how'd it feel with me being gone for such a period of time and he said it was weird and I'd missed so much. I shall take away from my experience away to the fullest extent. no moment will be for granted. no friend will be for granted. for this I am grateful for my hardships and count each and every blessing in my life.

Happy holidays to you and yours.

st. valentines

Lying here on my iPod again writing on this blog, listening to a promo cd masia one put out for valetines (and valentines only!).
Seems it's the only time i have to write. I think a bit more clearly at night anyhow.

Thanks to my amazing girlfriend i can say valentines this year is the best.
I hope all was good for everyone else too.

Goodnight.