sleep is for the weak (memorandum to the body)

why must your eyelids get heavy
why must you suck in these large gasps of air
why must you lay your head down and enter this lifeless state
I won't let you
I don't want to dream anymore
I want reality
and I could care less how many sleepless nights it will take
all I want is to go there
without having to close my eyes
sick and tired of this sleep
and places my mind takes me in the dreamworld

instead I will stay awake
feeling the night's cold under my two feet
chipping away at the ice block that is my life
carving it to be what I will of it