if yesterday...

wasn't enough, today I spend my birthday with my brother for the first time in two years and we end at each other's throats before we sit down for dinner. once again this place tests me to my very core and this time I've cracked under the pressure. I'm really disappointed that I did. I've been flying low for awhile but this is the lowest I've felt in a long time. the only thing in the world that hurts anymore is family.
and boy does it ever hurt.

If only you had more courage and put down your ego for a second and talked to me like a brother and stopped being a jerk.