25.6.09

still that nighttime thing,

now that i'm done, I tried to explain to someone about my take on the idea of 'change'.

I hate it, it gets me all down and I'll tell you exactly why; five years, we (concious of it or not) work on building on this foundation. this foundation has set pretty nicely by the time that five years is up. then as soon as you know it, it's gone, poof. what do you stand on now? I take the word foundation quite seriously because its what we stand on to move on up. now i'm stumbling and falling all over the place. that someone told me change is exciting, I shudder at the idea of change.

everything as a I know it is changing. maybe after i'm in my new house and moved in, I'll try thinking of picking up some of the rubble and start working on my new pedestal.

for now, find me floating in the upper atmosphere pondering the world down below.

PS. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG BRO

2 comments:

rye said...

change is an eventuality of life brian. it's inevitable.
if you fear change you become complacent, and you never leave your comfort zone so you can't learn or grow your mind body and soul. welcome change brian because change is growth change is progress. don't think of it as you're losing your foundation think of it as modifying the one you already have to a bigger and better one.

tigzy said...

like, pimp my foundation.

change all you want, take the flower, keep the leaves and get rid of the stem. but don't touch the roots. sigh.