...why not?

I hesitate, but why?
that a question I've been asking lately and it's still floating in there somewhere. Maybe I'm afraid I can't be my best, I don't want to let you down, or anyone down as a matter of fact. It might not seem like it but I don't believe in myself as much as I'd like to. That crushing feeling deep the chest, it's a horrible feeling and I'd rather not recieve or dish it out. I think it'll be better this way.