22.4.08

Have faith.

Is it fair to tell her? That it hurts real bad. One of the many things I don't tell her. Can it be helped? I can't expect her to drop everything and be there when even trying to spend time with her over the weekend ends in futility.
Even though she doesn't cause it directly, being let down has become routine.

It's apparent I don't know how strong the ties between us are. Nor have I dared to tug on them to see what it'll take to unravel.Nothings been put between us to prove the theory.
What if one argument ends it all.
What if I stop caring.
What if she stops caring.
What if one of us gives up.
Fears like these just strengthen the fact that me and her don't see each other nearly as much as it takes to make it really work.

At the beginning she'd do whatever it took to make it work, I never hesitated to give her my all in return. somewhere along the way that faded and thus putting "us" in limbo to try and figure out what to do with one another.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

HOMEPAGE? that is kind of creepy but yay

i dont know much about relationship stuff but i'll leave the word "trust" for you right now.

Anonymous said...

oh wait you already know that since your title is have faith

battle?

Floss said...

The cup noodle I have at home is a zillion times better than the shit they have at the caf. Plus the added home made dumplings and vegetables adds to the orgasm in cup form.

rye said...

... it has nothing to do with earl. whats with you and associating everything with earl? did you even listen to the lyrics? that stuffs not easy to say to someone let alone a girl. i just found it and figured it'd be easier in song form then apology form. but yea earl thats why .