looking for ?

Thursday night threw me off completely. It was a great party and it was smooth but possibly from having trouble concentrating today has sparked some complex.
I'm looking for something, what I'm seeking cannot be held, has no set value, nor will I even realize if i have found it. Since I don't even know whats bothering me what can I do to fix it?? All I really want to do at this point is bboy among my fellow brothers in mutual solitude... Or ride off into the night and stay strapped in until I see the sunrise. I guess thats soul searching, and thats what mood i'm in right now.

But here I am sitting on my bed, on a friday night, being held home by my mom, and dad since he just blindly supports whatever she states.
I'll just lay here fully awake letting my mind wander.


Note to self; don't you only do this during the summer?