it's a shame

I AM sick, of the games girls play. they beat around the bush, they give all this metaphorical nonsense, have no idea what they want and can't give straight forward answers. to top it off i have yet to see with my own eyes a girl put down her defensive ego and genuinely admit that they fucked up. it's all fishdicks with these femmes, ego trips making them think they're right. not to mention that boys put their heart out there willingly knowing they could be crushed. with all this said where the props for the boys at?

I'll play the game of love again, but only if I get to keep my dignity this time around.
I've told you how I feel, and you can decide what to do with it, I don't need to pitch myself.

give me something real for once!

late night, bad mood. grr.

pretty much everywhere, its gonna be hot.

its almost over!!! noo!! WHY.

peter asked me if I think he'd make it in film.
I told him I don't even know if I'd make it in film, all we can do is try our best and roll the dice.

went to the 2nd year Capilano motion picture production class' screening of their term projects on monday and thank god college(ahem, university) students never start on time. lifting stuff, reminded me of how much fun and how I felt so right doing work experience with the 2nd years.

here, there, everywhere. making me spin in circles! life and it's choices.