28.1.10

sitting still

Can't stand this. i'm over here and all but things aren't moving as quickly as I want them to. I need to get moving but my brother and I aren't on the same level, i'm getting antsy sitting here in the middle of the ocean with no wind. I got things to do over here and can't be waiting on standby. 

With all said there's a lesson in all this, fate is in one's own hands, and I feel much better deciding where mine goes.

I'm wasting time, precious time.

23.1.10

sinky heart feeling pt. 1

a tiger doing what tigers do and then suddenly ...


he falls to the floor. breathing barely, hands clammy and lips turning blue.

1.1.10